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Originally Posted by tpmputterman
I have been a member since Avalon started. I have always read and never posted.
Just wanted to share a few things and looking for some feedback.
First of all I see the # 11 all the time. To the point I wake in the middle of the night and look at the clock and it says 2:11, 3:11 ect.. every day.
Were talking 100's of times a day.
I also have ameba looking things in my vision. Some long and swirly others round and dark. Most are clear and look like an ameba under a microscope.
Weird I know!!!
The other day I was sleeping and a pole about the size of your hand went straight through my back where I could feel my shoulders lock and I could not move. It did not hurt, and it felt as If I were conscious and not a dream.
I know the pole was light and the size of it, but could not see it even though
I knew what it was???
My mood actually goes up and down so much latley that sometimes I think I am getting back into my old way of thinking, Fear ect...
I feel very much alone even though I have many who care for me and I care for them. My senses have also been crazy in the last 10 months, for example I know if a car is about to come up my street and I often test myself and sure enough here comes a car. Know when the phone is going to ring and who is on the phone, not 100% all the time but 8/10 accruate.
Most of all the number thing is crazy to the point its comical to me. I mean its 20 times an hour to the point its annoying.
Thanks for reading and thanks for all your insight over the last year!!!!!!!
TPM3
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tpmputterman,
I am new to this site, but last night while browsing I ran across your thread and I could not hold back. I immediately joined the site so that I could reply. In my earliest memories as a child I can recall seeing fast moving “atom like” things in the atmosphere. It was like looking at a fuzzy television screen with hundreds of atom like objects swirling around in every direction.
Today I still see this phenomenon and for years I tried to explain to my friends and family what I had been seeing all of these years. No one understands what it is that I see and they say that it is all in my head, but I know otherwise. I see it the nucleus and the outer shell, some are big most small moving very quickly in every direction. Sometimes I see a squiggly formation that looks like some type of ameba.
In 2006 I began to see the number eleven in all combinations. I see 3:11, 11:11, 2:11, 7:11, and sometimes I will look at the clock and it will be 11 minutes before the hour. Other times the numbers will add up to eleven.
For many years I have had strange premonitions about things before they would happen. It comes as a strong feeling ;for example, I am driving alone on a dark road and a strong thought will pop into my head “watch out for the deer about to cross the road” and sure enough a minute or two later a deer crosses the road. If someone close to me becomes ill I can always determine if they are going to live or die. I don’t particularly like this, but I have been able to determine this since childhood. It makes me feel good within to know that I finally found someone else who sees what I have been seeing for 41 years. I knew I was not crazy.
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