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Originally Posted by 371
You know, there is a recurring number in my life too. Well a lot of them, once you start to notice and pay attention.... but one in particular (not 11). Used to think it was something really important, something extremely meaningful to me.
Then one day I realized that the universe wasn't created for ME, and everything i see isn't orchestrated for my own secret understanding.
So I let it go.
Who knows, maybe that number is an important one in my life. Has some deeper meaning I don't see yet. But I figure, if that is the case when the time comes I will see it. In the mean time, I just gotta live life- F__K all that other stuff. Self fulfilling prophecies can be a bitch too, I think.
It is what it is. That goes for a lot in life, i see now.
Why fight what you can't change, or try to change what you can't fight. Until you wake up one morning realizing you've spent your whole life living for tomorrow, and never enjoyed today...
I dunno man, just ranting. Take it easy  |
Nice to see you again 371 - hope you have been well.
I agree with your rant - One of the greatest disheartening things about this world that we live in, to me, is that most fail to notice stuff like numbers, and truly contemplate the metaphysical realities around us. Just a few generations ago, contemplating numbers - esoterically, or scientifically - engaged most people, even kids. The lack of TVs, radios, and the internet left a lot of time to kill . . . .
Knowing that numbers are critical - a window into the etheral - really sucks if you are bad with numbers. I have always suffered from a lack of enlightenment because math eluded me, and my checkbook looks pretty damn horrible too . . . .
Figure I'll understand what is important when the time comes - if not, I'll succumb to the ultimate fate assigned by the various spiritual systems (Hell, alien slavery/dinner, eternal third density, reincarnation as a member of the Bush family, etc.) with a new appreation for my high school algebra teacher.