[tron]

Hi everyone!
My name is tron, Ive been interested in all this for my whole life but only in the last 5 years have i been studding intensively.
I believe I have had contact with someone but it was childhood dreams and all i saw were some lights in the sky then nothing.

I am wondering about 2 scenarios lately...

the vaccine and the paladien "conection of dual flame".

First the vaccine question...
What if they are wanting to take out the smart ones and keep the willing sheep?
would they:

make a real killer virus.

set it loose.

make a real vaccene that cures it.

chip this vaccine.

Let those that are smart enough to do the research and find the "truth" die.

Those who are sheep will take the shots, get chipped, and be healthy for more manuplation.

The wise trouble makers then will die for taking the bait.

My family nor I will be taking any vaccine yet my mind keeps coming back to this double back scenario.



Next "scenario question":
the coming rescue..
How do we know If we are not to be taken on ships and enslaved?

The media is pumping both sides of the coin... saviors/deceivers. Do the PTB have the tech and extratrestrial friends to help do these things?
To decieve all and take out the wise by loading them up on ships and 2/3ing them off the plannet?

So much disinfo all around I cant find what im looking for.
After all is said and done I only have my gut feelings and if a being comes to me with love how do i discern this beings intentions?

a friend and i have been talking about his/her encounters with merkabas in his/her room. I wonder why they are no coming to me as this friend calls me and asks what i have learned in studies about the different beings visiting. She comes to me after visits like i know whats going on.

Then I cant help but ask..
Am I being protected by beings/being from my previous fasts/prayers/service to love?

Am I not being contacted because of my lack of trust? Have i been hurt by all the disinfo so much that I would reject my true brothers and sisters from the stars?



Im sorry for all the scatterbrain but I really would like to know what you all think. Some of you came from a christian background and now are in contact with the paladians... I would love to hear how to trust them and why you did.
I feel like this may be the first step to closer contact/REcontact...by sharing my insecurities and fears of choosing to act on the wrong information.

thanks
love to you ALL
tron