I have experienced this in the past, Paul. I believe it to be a perfectly normal part of the awakening process. We spend most of our lives chasing carrots before we realize there are other vegetables that taste good too. The carrot represents (insert here whatever you believed to be true most of your life) and the other vegetables can be Annunaki, Nephilim, Bilderburgers, NWO, etc. Before long you realize that you have all of this mess to contend with. What to do?...What to do?
Chop it all up. Mix it together, and make a beautiful salad. Pour dressing (understanding via discernment) over it, and nourish your belly (mind/body/soul) with the fruits of your labors.
In all seriousness though, do not fall into fear. It can be overwhelming at times, as we tend to be afraid of being led down the wrong road. Most of this material is very hairy, and most of the time we have no way to affirm or debunk any of this material. You will have moments of despair, but you will also have moments of profound joy. It is an exciting adventure upon which I'm glad I embarked. Keep a sense of humor about you, and all will be well. There is nothing to fear. If perchance there is something to fear, we will handle it when the time arrives. For now, continue to awaken my brother.
In the bonds of Friendship, Love and Truth...
G
**Sorry if the salad analogy is overly corny. I started with chasing carrots and...well...you see how my imagination takes off.
