Well its really good to hear your story. You obviously have gone through some pretty major (and no doubt traumatic) experiences. I absolutely believe what you wrote, and I totally agree with you on the bible. It has alot of valuable spiritual teaching unfortunately mixed with whats left over from the editing ( and reditng) done throughout the years.
Honestly, it takes alot of courage to post a life experience that vast and personal on a public message board such as this. That is something that I really respect. I think you've got a fascinating story to tell, and I really appreciate you sharing it. You spent such a long time typing all that, and it really does just radiate quality. Its well written too.
I'm sitting here trying to think what could possibly be the reason your having all these experiences. It sounds like even you haven't been able to figure that out. I too know an enormous amount regarding all this conspiracy/new age/2012 stuff (Ive been doing massive and almost obsessive amounts of research for awhile). From what I understand about 90% of the time the person agrees to letting these things happen to them before birth.
Maybe you would benefit from a hypnotic regression to view your prior spiritual agreements. You say you've read about astral projection, have you been successful at it? From what I understand (and I'm trying to master it myself) it can show you answers to these kinds of questions.
You don't need a disclaimer at all. You can post anything you want here unless its against the forum rules. Nobody is going to get angry by you posting something that they don't agree with. Trust me, there are far more obnoxious people on message boards than you. I am very glad you posted your story, but a "disclaimer" is really unnecessary.
To me these internet forums are like (if your familiar with the
law of one series) a sixth density social memory complex. We share all our thoughts and experiences, and operate as a collective towards a common goal. Its like were one big collective truth seeking organism here in cyberspace. Its a great place to ask questions and get answers (provided they may take time). Its really a beautiful thing (whether you believe the
law of one or not). There is no need for you to feel like you cant fit in or you need some sort of disclaimer for people to accept you here. As long as you don't cause any trouble everybody here (especially here) will like you.
Anyway I'm glad your here. You sound like a very unique and interesting person, I'm just starting out here on this forum as well, although I have been lurking around here without an account for quite some time. I'm going to go back and reread what you wrote (and probably comment further) tomorrow. There is just so much to take in. Thank you so much
