[orthodoxymoron]

I wonder how many people with seemingly endless forbidden knowledge have been involved in projects such as Montauk? There are a couple of outspoken people who seem to have dropped hints in this regard. I don't see how they could know so much otherwise. But this sort of thing must leave some very deep scars, and some ugly unresolved issues. Anna seems to be very smart and articulate. I'm interested in the universal history information...but I'm afraid of all the coding and merkaba talk. I don't want anyone programming me in any way, shape, or form...whether it be deprogramming, reprogramming...or whatever. Surfing the internet, arguing (I mean discussing) on Avalon, listening to and practicing music, and walking my dog in natural surroundings...is how I am attempting to reprogram myself (God knows I need it).