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Old 10-02-2009, 06:11 PM   #6
w0rm
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Default Re: What are you afraid of? Share your hopes and fears!

Strangely enough, I don't fear anything that you have listed. But maybe that's because I have my head in the sand!

My fears are very personal, and are things I'm trying desperately to overcome in order to lead a happy life.

I fear people, I find it hard to trust, I fear their judgements. This has forced me to live a rather uneventful life thus far.
My girlfriend is always asking to go places, do things and I constantly make excuses not to. I know the reason why - I'm scared!

I don't know what has happened to cause this, I've never been a particularly outgoing individual but I've always had friends, a supportive family, etc.

However, I can feel a change coming on and I'm about to embrace it with open arms.

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Originally Posted by FIIISH View Post
I am starting this thread with the intent of a healthy exchange
and discussion of some of the fears that we have in the hope
that doing so will lessen their effect on our energy.

Rather than a fear-fest, I am suggesting a candid, open
exchange of our individual fears about what we are experiencing
and where we are going. A logical progression of this discussion
could also include what hopes we are holding onto.

I think we will find that many of us have the same fears and
feel less alone.

I'll start.

I fear:
  1. That things will just keep getting worse
  2. That the ascension process and 2012 will be anti-climactic and we won't see any fundamental, lasting change
  3. That the current game will stick around for a long time to come, and I will be left holding the bag
  4. That I will decide to reinvest in this game, and have it all go to pot anyway
  5. That I will be trapped into yet another cycle of reincarnation, and won't be allowed to 'go home'
  6. That I won't be where I am supposed to be when and if things really start happening
  7. That I have already missed the boat, and am now staring at a dead end
  8. That it is too little, too late
  9. That none of this will ever be explained or make sense-my questions remaining unanswered

I think it's worth nothing that there will come a time and place where I will
be able to look at all of the things I was afraid of, and just laugh.....

Now, what are you afraid of?
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