Coming to terms with mistakes
I recently made several mistakes that may end up costing me my job. They were petty, selfish things that I'm usually not known for. I became apathetic, disillusioned and frustrated with my job to where I would do things that I knew were wrongly, mainly unconsciously. How I was able to shut off my brain and do such things, I'll never know.
I'm trying to make amends but I don't know. I'm not asking for sympathy but I feel that the mistakes went outside of work as well. I ony hope that I can cope and hope for a good outcome next week. I have a lot at stake and not enough strength to fathom a life without a job, etc.
I'll stay strong.
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