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I can relate to what your saying. My life too has been a roller coaster ride, and now that I look back on it, it seems to me that those times where my "ride" was at a low was when I had made a bad choices , bad decisions. Those are the times where I should have learned from those mistakes & not repeat them, making the "ride" worse. Which indeed i did make it worse. It took me long time to learn , its about the choices we make & learning from them. But also...its never too late to come out of those cycles. Its a choice. And look we are still here...making choices. we must have made some good ones along the way or we would not be here. Tis good to be here .?.. yes ? :-)

Just my thoughts on the matter.....
choose love

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