I am one of the round table members, I'm in the first column
The suicide clause was difficult for me at the time as I have actually had intense resistance to being a part of this diabolical sick technocratic false 'judeo-christian western society' and have been suicidal in the past (years before I agreed to this).
Im glad to say I am feeling better these days. I know I am an immortal spirit and no clandestine agency or self-serving negative entitee can do anything to stop me on my soul evolution journey back to intelligent infinity so I fear NO_ONE, human or otherwise. I have the protection of the guardian alliance, my angelic guides and my own higher-self. So be that.