MAY 2009
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April began an emphasis on the Mode for the year and this continues into May
with most of our students experiencing the height of this emphasis now before it may soften a bit in June.
The Mode for this year has been described as Passion by us,
and this means that April through June would have an emphasis on relationships, or relating,
and how those relationship contribute to fulfilling the potential for all involved.
When this is done in a Positive way, the potential is followed and met to some degree of fulfillment,
and when this is done in a Negative way,
attachment to superficial symbols of fulfillment
can leave one losing ones identity to those symbols of specialness,
instead of fulfilling ones own true, unique potential.
[note: every year has a pattern of energy that can be described as a kind of "personality,"
so the energy reports are Michael's interpretation of that energy using the Overleaf System;
these are not predictions, but merely observations of momentum and pattern generated by actions and choices, similar to how weather patterns can be observed and reported.]
That being said, May looks to be a slippery month, so to speak. If April could be seen as a rather paced month leading to the top of a slide, then May is the sliding down. For many April seems to have evaporated into the air of experience with only a few solid memories, but this is because that month was one of exploring possibilities for direction, being adaptable, and doing ones best to enjoy the scenery along the way, if you will. Most of our students have found a sense of build up to this precipice, this top of the slide, and may now find themselves nervous, excited, anxious, and drawing on courage to "let go" into the tremendous Flow that May might bring.
For most of our students, May might be found to be a "one thing after another" month, but not necessarily in a difficult way; more in a surprising way. For those who feel this streamlined movement of energy into May, the feeling may be similar to having walked the amusement park and have chosen the Roller Coaster. Sitting in the car of this ride, one knows that it is all a matter of Trust and thrilling pleasure for the rest of this ride.
We do not choose the slide or the roller coaster randomly. Both are quick, possibly with turns and twist and loops, but with very specific directions, taking one to a specific place. In addition to this, both describe a rather circular experience in that neither take you very far from where you started, but both are full of movement, excitement, and potential joy. We chose these metaphors because May might be the same, in that nothing "new" will have happened, and your twists and turns ahead may not take you very far in any obvious way, but ones thrill in throwing up ones hands and enjoying the ride can bring a tremendous delight to the ride. Fear, stress, hanging on for dear life, or wishing for a halt or return to the safety of where you began will not change the ride or your path.
We will point out here that this "roller coaster" experience is not an imposed experience, but a result of diving in to thrill of surrender and trust. We see many as moving in to a point where the bombardment of media and troubled times can only be processed to a certain extent before either collapsing in fear, or throwing ones hands up and enjoying the ride, knowing that for a short while, worry and anxiety is not going to change a thing. This "throwing up of hands" is not from exasperation, but from sheer delight in embracing the spectrum of life and pulling from the deeper memories that assure that all is well. Any impact or control you may have over your life will be obvious, but those areas not able to be controlled or wished away can be found to be a part of the ride, not obstacles to battle.
The "slipperiness" of May is to such an extent that we would not be surprised if this were played out in several collapses, mud/land slides, avalanches, etc. We realize this is far more destructive of an energy than what we described above, but any time a certain structure of energy pattern is predominant, then weather and larger-scale events often shape themselves around that, locally and globally. This gives creative exit points for those Essences who are looking for one. Although it could be said that events like this are often the result of collective patterns of choice and action, it is not something that can be controlled to any great extent, any more than your walking through a bed of leaves can keep a whirlwind from kicking up that pulls the leaves into a pattern behind you.
Knowing that this energy is moving through May can help one to either step out of the way, take cover, or join the flow and ride it to a new level of experience regarding familiar contexts.
KEYWORDS and PHRASES for May might be:
I CAN CHOOSE TO ENJOY THE RESULTS OF MY CHOICES EVEN AS THEY CARRY ME ON TO BETTER CHOICES
HAVING NO CONTROL MIGHT BE AN INVITATION FROM ESSENCE TO ENJOY THE RIDE
ENJOYING THE RIDE DOES NOT EQUATE HAVING NO CHOICE
ENJOYING THE RIDE DOES NOT EQUATE LOSS OF POTENTIAL
Keep in mind that the emphasis over May would seem to be in the realm of relationships, so the "ride" may be found in having to make room for the choices made by others in your life that seem to move you in directions that seem to lack control. This is a good time to raise the possibility that, on some level, you have allowed certain fragments into your life to bring to you experiences that you would not have chosen, or would have been able to create, on your own. In other words, this could be a time for absolute, blissful trust in the circle of life you have created or allowed in to your life to this point, however close or far they may be from you. Examining the invitations or impact from others does not remove your capacity for choice, but does increase your ability to navigate more joyfully, playfully, and softly.
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