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judykott · 03-14-2009, 01:36 AM

Mallys it appears as if you have embraced the concept with your avatar, so have wrapped yourself in it. May I ask is this of your choosing or because you believe one who told you this about yourself. If that is your wish to embrace it this is a perfect avatar, symbolism is powerful and you are choosing it to represent yourself. With the information given which is not a lot there could be many things going on.

One thing could be you are wanting to belong or have a sense of community and someone has noticed or identified with you in someway. Sometimes if one feels alone or "different" then one will believe anything about themselves to feel as if part of a group. In that case I would use caution as wanting to belong sometimes choices are made that would not normally be made to fit in. Sometimes there is the desire to be different or rebellious. May I ask are you young? That does not mean that one can not know self, or have great wisdom. There are stages in life where I believe one can be drawn more to what we are referring to "dark" . So just curious

Also may I ask if BDSM is involved in any way? I have seen people I know led into this path, which they have not been able to return from. They have experienced things which since consensual in itself does not appear harmful, but has led to bipolar expression of emotion. From the high of the activity to the low of everyday life. The poles more extreme as they slip more into the scene, where depression sinks in for day and now weeks afterwards. Even if it is not BDSM to engage in activity's that would bring on these highs which have a dark energy also can bring on the corresponding lows.The path which appeared bright and exciting had a negative and very dark effect and that was their terms for it, no mine. It is always wise to look carefully at a group, if that is what you are thinking of before engaging in activities. This goes for groups purporting to be "good" as well as you will often see rotten fruit coming from those trees as well. Calling something good or light does not make it so. Also it is good to note if you are exposing yourself to siphoning of energy by persuaded you are of dark energy to induce you to produce more of it.

There could be other reasons as well, I would agree with the dark warrior, who engages other dark forces. You see it in the Western archetypes the sheriff with his star, in the samurai, or in the shaman's who practice dark arts to protect their tribes. In Hawaii wars were fought that way with the kahuna's use of the dark arts to protect their own. The sheriff who used rough or "bad" ways against the "bad" to protect the "good".It absolved the general population, from having to engage or get their own hands dirty so to speak, at least in their minds. In Bali as well it is used widely to get revenge, to have a curse put on some one who has done you wrong. Which could be seen as karma being exacted on those who had harmed others. They take on the bad so the group can remain good and untouched, at least that is what some of them believe. This goes for some monks as well. They also use their energy for healing. The acupuncture points in martial arts can kill or heal depending on the force or energy used.

There is light and dark in all of us. Those who feel they are they most light, love, namaste and enlightened are often the most deceived and blind. On this site you can see that in action with the responses of people showing anything but those purported words, if their belief system is challenged in any way or even a simple question asked. There are many wonderful people on this site learning, questioning, challenging, and growing. Some who choose to continue to follow, some who choose to walk beside. My actions do not always match my words, but the gap is closing, lol. Recognition of it comes sooner and amends made. It is much harder to live a word than speak it. You are speaking words it is your choice to live them or not. Dark energy, I do not feel that anymore from you than anyone else. But I am also not one who will say if it is in my heart so it is the truth (the truth) and if you do not believe me than you are in your mind and are not in your heart. I am becoming, I am learning, I learn from everyone,I have learned a lot from your exploration and the responses others have given to you already. Thank you for your honesty and exploration of self and having the courage to share it with all of us.

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Quote, Mallys
Re: Dark Human Beings
I was told not to talk about this anymore because it could attract some dangerous attention to me but i really wanted to know what you all think about this matter.
i know a human with dark energy and when you meet one you know something is different simply by the way you react to their presence, some people feel uneasy or some just can't stand their presence and you just know that the person is different from the others.
they are usually weak, tend to get sick easily, have a pretty slim body shape, really smart and have advanced abilities like being good em paths. they usually like to be alone and are harmed by everything that shines ( spiritually of course ) even if they do not reject God, they are just not compatible.
I know this sounds kinda weird and i don't have any hard evidence to show you all.

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This is in regards to the quote above. No hard evidence is needed, most of the important things in life have no hard evidence.
I do not know if this is relevant but often those who warn us not to talk about things anymore are the ones we need protection from as it is a form of isolation. To isolate you as they know best for you, can be turned on you as they become your source of information. Sometimes there are people who feel dark because they have not had love or care as children. I have seen a case of what appeared to be possession, in that case they were not able to be articulate as you are in your situation. I have also seen temporary problems with people who are on prescription drugs especially Prozac, alcohol, cocaine or meth and they had dark energy. Sometimes choices are based on a pattern we have lived so are familiar with. I do no know if any of these ideas or thoughts well resonate with you or any of these situation are yours. Thanks again for sharing so much of yourself. Judy

03-14-2009, 01:36 AM	#23
judykott Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Oct 2008 Location: Calgary, Canada Posts: 711	Re: Dark Human Beings Mallys it appears as if you have embraced the concept with your avatar, so have wrapped yourself in it. May I ask is this of your choosing or because you believe one who told you this about yourself. If that is your wish to embrace it this is a perfect avatar, symbolism is powerful and you are choosing it to represent yourself. With the information given which is not a lot there could be many things going on. One thing could be you are wanting to belong or have a sense of community and someone has noticed or identified with you in someway. Sometimes if one feels alone or "different" then one will believe anything about themselves to feel as if part of a group. In that case I would use caution as wanting to belong sometimes choices are made that would not normally be made to fit in. Sometimes there is the desire to be different or rebellious. May I ask are you young? That does not mean that one can not know self, or have great wisdom. There are stages in life where I believe one can be drawn more to what we are referring to "dark" . So just curious Also may I ask if BDSM is involved in any way? I have seen people I know led into this path, which they have not been able to return from. They have experienced things which since consensual in itself does not appear harmful, but has led to bipolar expression of emotion. From the high of the activity to the low of everyday life. The poles more extreme as they slip more into the scene, where depression sinks in for day and now weeks afterwards. Even if it is not BDSM to engage in activity's that would bring on these highs which have a dark energy also can bring on the corresponding lows.The path which appeared bright and exciting had a negative and very dark effect and that was their terms for it, no mine. It is always wise to look carefully at a group, if that is what you are thinking of before engaging in activities. This goes for groups purporting to be "good" as well as you will often see rotten fruit coming from those trees as well. Calling something good or light does not make it so. Also it is good to note if you are exposing yourself to siphoning of energy by persuaded you are of dark energy to induce you to produce more of it. There could be other reasons as well, I would agree with the dark warrior, who engages other dark forces. You see it in the Western archetypes the sheriff with his star, in the samurai, or in the shaman's who practice dark arts to protect their tribes. In Hawaii wars were fought that way with the kahuna's use of the dark arts to protect their own. The sheriff who used rough or "bad" ways against the "bad" to protect the "good".It absolved the general population, from having to engage or get their own hands dirty so to speak, at least in their minds. In Bali as well it is used widely to get revenge, to have a curse put on some one who has done you wrong. Which could be seen as karma being exacted on those who had harmed others. They take on the bad so the group can remain good and untouched, at least that is what some of them believe. This goes for some monks as well. They also use their energy for healing. The acupuncture points in martial arts can kill or heal depending on the force or energy used. There is light and dark in all of us. Those who feel they are they most light, love, namaste and enlightened are often the most deceived and blind. On this site you can see that in action with the responses of people showing anything but those purported words, if their belief system is challenged in any way or even a simple question asked. There are many wonderful people on this site learning, questioning, challenging, and growing. Some who choose to continue to follow, some who choose to walk beside. My actions do not always match my words, but the gap is closing, lol. Recognition of it comes sooner and amends made. It is much harder to live a word than speak it. You are speaking words it is your choice to live them or not. Dark energy, I do not feel that anymore from you than anyone else. But I am also not one who will say if it is in my heart so it is the truth (the truth) and if you do not believe me than you are in your mind and are not in your heart. I am becoming, I am learning, I learn from everyone,I have learned a lot from your exploration and the responses others have given to you already. Thank you for your honesty and exploration of self and having the courage to share it with all of us. ******************** Quote, Mallys Re: Dark Human Beings I was told not to talk about this anymore because it could attract some dangerous attention to me but i really wanted to know what you all think about this matter. i know a human with dark energy and when you meet one you know something is different simply by the way you react to their presence, some people feel uneasy or some just can't stand their presence and you just know that the person is different from the others. they are usually weak, tend to get sick easily, have a pretty slim body shape, really smart and have advanced abilities like being good em paths. they usually like to be alone and are harmed by everything that shines ( spiritually of course ) even if they do not reject God, they are just not compatible. I know this sounds kinda weird and i don't have any hard evidence to show you all. ********** This is in regards to the quote above. No hard evidence is needed, most of the important things in life have no hard evidence. I do not know if this is relevant but often those who warn us not to talk about things anymore are the ones we need protection from as it is a form of isolation. To isolate you as they know best for you, can be turned on you as they become your source of information. Sometimes there are people who feel dark because they have not had love or care as children. I have seen a case of what appeared to be possession, in that case they were not able to be articulate as you are in your situation. I have also seen temporary problems with people who are on prescription drugs especially Prozac, alcohol, cocaine or meth and they had dark energy. Sometimes choices are based on a pattern we have lived so are familiar with. I do no know if any of these ideas or thoughts well resonate with you or any of these situation are yours. Thanks again for sharing so much of yourself. Judy Last edited by judykott; 03-14-2009 at 01:57 AM.