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I hope this isn't too long, but I felt I needed to relate the circumstances to better illuminate the nature of the parasite. It was definitely siphoning my energy, but in some way it was healing as well, because in the days after that I was emptied of the feeling of trauma...which often seems like it’s a background layer to my being. I do think we come into this dimension already traumatized. I've never had this happen again, but I think it's good to be aware that some of the emotional siphoning going on isn't being done by other people, sorcerers, evil spirits or astral machinery. It also happens in a somewhat organic manner.
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It's this last part that I find most revealing, and no, it's not too long... see above.
In fact, it might be just what's necessary to get to the ground of this, sharing those stories of being drained and having someone that listens always uncovers more than was thought before, I think.
I find it interesting, that you say that the parasite wasn't evil as such, and that the experience was in a way, healing. It is exactly that which has been going through my head today, however I would have never thought of returning to the accident and 'bringing the parasite home'.
Both your experience and mine seem to confirm that emotional energy isn't only inherent as a charge in the body but can also detach itself, being left behind like garbage.
I had the following thoughts come to me:
On this plane, it seems as if emotions work in fact like electrical charges. As we carry them and move around, these charges jump from bearer to bearer, what could explain the sudden anger discharges without reason that many of us know... this general 'scapegoating' that seems so inherent to human nature.
On another plane, maybe it is possible that the energies or their products (garbage and 'love and light'?) actually are left behind, sort of hovering in the ether, ready to be picked up by another electrically charged magnet that has a receptive polarisation.
I hope you get the picture.
However, I wonder, if there is a syphoning going on that is actually directed, especially in a case as you described it sun-toon, there needs to be an element that picks up those traces of emotion in the ether and forwards them, a sort of scavenger or parasite as you call them.
There are two concepts that support this in my mind, the first already mentioned, that emotional energies don't only swing as part of one's presence/aura but actually detach under certain conditions.
The second is the absence of any kinetic/intentional force giving a vector or speed to that released emotion, especially in this case of an accident. So to say, the absence of a ritual that focuses attention, the absence of a 'wormhole' that does the syphoning.
This may be spoken in the blue, admitted, but I would highly welcome anybody who would wish to share his/her experience along these lines or correct my model.
Thanks for all your collaboration!