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Old 02-18-2009, 06:31 PM   #93
futureyes
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Default Re: I'm so confused about 2012

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Originally Posted by Carol View Post
Has anyone had the thought that 2012 is just another Y2K?
another y2k ... no ... not at all ...

i'm just going to write what i feel in this moment ... what's moving through me ... now is good because it is a lot ...

so much emphasis placed on a date ... 2012 ... too much ...

takes the journey out of the equation ... focuses only on the destination ...

our destination IS our journey ...

when we focus on a destination of any sort ... we remove a large degree of our selves from experiencing our journey in whole ...

life in general is similar in this way ... at some point we have forgotten this 3d experience to be just that ... an experience ... a journey of experiences ...

somewhere along the line we decided the priority should lie in the outcome ... we set our priorities on outcome ...

in the interim ... we live experiences of expectations ... forgetting to live in the now ... in the moment ...

we have removed more of our being from our experiences and inserted and accumulated more of illusion ... believing that will bring us to a greater outcome ...

what about our journey ...

we are in the midst of our conscious shift journey ... in this moment ...

have had much time now to do our individual work ... clean up our baggage ... allow what no longer serves purpose in our lives to be released ... follow our hearts ... with no regrets ... just knowing ... feeling ...

many are nearing completion of this individual cleansing phase ... and must wait in the wings ... for others ... we are a collective ... not an "i" ... some will now have to wait ... boredom perhaps ... practise of patience ... finishing touches of our truth ...

feels like many of us have completed so much of our work thus far... brought to the surface so much of our old beliefs and patterns ... fears ...

recapped our lessons ... healed from them ...

feels like many of us have completed a very large portion of our individual work ... may feel like there is more ... and there is ... but the cleaning of our interiors ... to make room for the new ... so many of us have listened to the voice within and really worked to this moment ...

i have felt this collective movement forward for quite some time now ... a stream of constant energy ... flowing like current ...

aligned to it ... felt true and right ... the constant flow ...

i feel there is a bridge which takes us from the final ingraining of the old ... into freedom of the new ... always i imagine this bridge to be as a beautiful oriental one in a garden ... the crystal stream below it ... gently and harmoniously flowing ...

and we come to this bridge on our journey ... and are meant to walk over it ... a final bridge ... once the choice is made to walk over it ... we detach from our past limitations ...

oh ... for certain we will be reminded of the walls of fear our ego had once placed around our hearts ... those are just for remembering ... once over the bridge we no longer remain within our past limitations ... they dissolve ...

once over the bridge ... we come to a realization ... the walls were an illusion ...

and i feel so many now have come to the foot of this small but significant bridge ... feeling and knowing in our hearts what awaits them a few paces beyond ... how different yet wonderful that place is ... the beginning of the next phase of our profound unified journey ...

i feel our flow of energy to now be bunched up at the foot of this bridge ... hesitating to walk a few steps over it ... and i have spent a couple of weeks trying to feel why ... why this is ...

and i have come to know it now ...

we wait at the foot of this bridge because we are looking over our shoulders still ... pondering what it is that we will leave behind ... what will we miss from the old ... i feel we are collectively together yes ... but many of us are not certain ... not trusting we will be ok to go over the bridge ... without bringing our baggage of old along with us ...

some of us are saying ... "but perhaps i will really need this one overnight bag ... within it is my attachment to such and such ... how will i make it without that one old belief ... that one old pattern ..."

so i feel gathered energy at this juncture ... uncertainty of truth ...

kind of like free falling into a huge white pillow from a few floors up on a building ... the pillow is so large ... so safe ... we know this to be true within our hearts ... and yet ... we have a fear to free fall into it ...

this shift revolves around a few things ... love ... free will ... truth ... collective movement ...

this conscious shift isn't about making anyone do anything ... it must be an individual choice of the heart ...

no one can make us let go of the old ... if it resonates within us to do so ... we most certainly will ...

having said that ... i am writing this because i am feeling the flow of shift energy now to be picking up momentum ... monkeys have and more monkeys will be shaken out of trees ... it is just how it is meant to be ... on many levels ...

i have experienced what it will be like moving forward through the eye of the needle ... to an entirely different feeling world ... that's exactly what it will be ... feeling ... not so much a thinking world as this one of illusion is ... was ...

through our hearts we will have the ability to manifest more with so much less effort ... no more struggles ... no more ego ...

a beautiful world it is beyond us ... waiting ... over the bridge ... waiting for us to collectively walk to it ...

most will fly over ...

all will pick up momentum soon ... many who are aligned to their truth ... live from heart central ... will feel the ride from here to there as one big blur ... simutaneously no longer remembering illusion as we once knew it ... and at the same time ... feeling the pull to move forward ... it will occur so quickly ...

hmm ... kind of like a rollercoaster ride but there's no ups and downs ... that we're concluding now ...

rather a very large swirl will be experienced ... not linear ... i smile just refeeling it once more ... what a rush

and then the new ...

no one can make another free fall into the pillow ... or to walk over the short but powerful bridge ... it is up to each of us individually ...

i just felt to write that i know that there is nothing that we can bring over to the new world from this illusion ... nothing ... there isn't room for it ... to be honest ... it doesn't vibrate in the new thus it cannot exist there ...

we only need to trust ... and follow our hearts ...

what else i know is that this is it ... this is the window of opportunity to do this ... to collectively shift ... together ...

so many gathered now at the foot of the bridge ... not quite certain ... that is ok ... whatever resonates will be respected ...

do so authentically ...

not just another y2k ... not this time ...







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