OK, i tell you something funny
i hope it makes sense ...
many years ago, my main guide told me this
when i asked, a similiar question
about why it was so hard
to activate things, with a certain man
(who ironically, had been at some of the push-buttons
that destroyed atlantis)
and, if, i had allowed him to push my buttons
he would very likely, have destroyed,
the potential, that, i am
my guides, he says...
this is very applicable to share,
also to you, and, to others,
who might, find themselves in similar situations
i asked, why does he act, as, he does ???
and, i think, when you see these answers,
i think, something, might click and/ or, you might hear a few bells,
and, maybe a few whistles
my writing style - might get me a few bongs
however, i oft times, write in poetry / and, put in light encoding, some people, do NOT get
what, i hope you see,
is, that, what you eXperienced with these game-players
at the hands, of those,
who believed,
they could play their games with you,
is that, these people, did not, NOR, do they,
exchange, at the levels you do
and, oft times, when, they did something wrong,
and/or acted, what you may have considered,
out-of-the-character, of what you were expecting,
that, you believed (note, the word believed)
that, you thought (note, the word thought)
and, realise, that, your beliefs and your thoughts
of who/and, what they were,
where NOT the truth,
anymore, than, they were REAL TRUTHS !!!
YOU SEE, you would never behave, as, they did
so, you would NEVER eXpect,
another person to behave that way
YOU in your essence, are good - clear/fresh, and, clean
and it filters down, from essence,
to your lower expressions, and,
it is authenically weaved through you,
right into your "original spark"...
and, allow, you would like to see others,
as, you know, you are in yourself / and, your other eXpressed pieces,
it is a sad realisation, that, all people, are NOT liKe you
You are much to much for many people
however, you do NOT see that,
much to much, is good, when it is good,
but, when it is bad,
it is rotten, very rotten, to its core
you see...
they act, the way they do,
because of who/and, what you are !!!
if you were NOT, who/and, what you are,
they would NOT act that way!!!
you see, many of these ones,
have NEVER meet a woman, like you,
and, quite frankly, they do NOT know,
what to do with you,
they do NOT know,
how to have you on equal footing,
although, you, would make allowances, for them
that would NOT be good work,
as, that, could be likened,
to giving a bad person, a reward, for poor service,
and/or acting poorly ...
there was a part of these people,
that, realised, that, they could NEVER measure up,
to who/and, what you are,
so, they exercised their free will, and, their right,
to act badly, so, that, you might excuse them
and/or they might excuse themselves
remember, the journey,
it can be an incrediable trip,
and/or, it can be,
a trip, (pardon the pun)
a trip, that is anything but, an incrediable journey
your much, it deserves more
and, quite frankly, these men,
were less, NOT more
so, energetic interference took place,
this, so, you might be able to see,
their true colours/and, or the fabric of their real makup,
which, obviously, was NOT,
what you thought it was,
or, what you believed it was,
and, finally, you saw, the real truth,
of who, and, what they really were
when, you originally, meet people,
oft times, we built them up,
and/or, try to see them, as, we would like to see them,
NOT, as, they actually, really, truly are
there are, what are termed,
a few of the many,
those, who will appreciate, the much in you
and, since, it is, a very few, of the many,
who will appreciate, this much in you,
it will be, because, they have already come,
to appreciate, and, have worked upon,
the much, in themselves
hold out, for the one,
that one, who is,
a few of the many.