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BROOK · 02-15-2009, 03:54 AM

I do meditate...and have been awakening since about 1999, when it hit me like a brick I knew I had to find my higher self, to figure why I'm here..like I'm sure just about everyone else on this forum is.
Due to the fact that I have to work so much, I have learned to do most of my spiritual work while I'm sleeping. Sounds weird..but that works best for me. I awaken every day with a new perspective, and seem to get directed to a new source of information, that helps me on my journey. I meditate before I go to sleep, and prepare myself to journey in my dreams.
I've made some changes lately, trying not to ground myself too much as It seems to cause a negative effect. It's like I'm drawing the pain of the earth into myself.
For example..today I had a very important mission at work and I needed to ground myself to do the necessary work, and prepare mentally. As a result..I experienced a minor depression, which lingered..and it was there for no real reason. I believe I'm sensitive to the pain the earth is experiencing, and feeling it when I ground.

02-15-2009, 03:54 AM	#69
BROOK Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Oct 2008 Posts: 3,117	Re: Heads Up, 3rd DNA mid Feb. I do meditate...and have been awakening since about 1999, when it hit me like a brick I knew I had to find my higher self, to figure why I'm here..like I'm sure just about everyone else on this forum is. Due to the fact that I have to work so much, I have learned to do most of my spiritual work while I'm sleeping. Sounds weird..but that works best for me. I awaken every day with a new perspective, and seem to get directed to a new source of information, that helps me on my journey. I meditate before I go to sleep, and prepare myself to journey in my dreams. I've made some changes lately, trying not to ground myself too much as It seems to cause a negative effect. It's like I'm drawing the pain of the earth into myself. For example..today I had a very important mission at work and I needed to ground myself to do the necessary work, and prepare mentally. As a result..I experienced a minor depression, which lingered..and it was there for no real reason. I believe I'm sensitive to the pain the earth is experiencing, and feeling it when I ground.