[waitinginthewings]

Originally Posted by EpiphaMe

I've been having short bouts of self loathing, finding myself being rubbed the wrong way & rubbing others the wrong way, especially family members. A bit of a hair trigger w/posts... moments of "mean spiritedness" even. I spot these however, sometimes I cause upsets that I regret and then spend time balancing out. It's all very tiresome and disappointing to myself.

Anger issues, things I thought I've dealt with. I've been recalling some past memories and can only think "forgiveness"... but also have been having bits of exquisite dreams, pure love bytes.

And I also feel as though none of really knows what's going on, not that that's a bad thing... just IS.

Meanwhile I'm investing energies into self sufficiency, off the grid, gardening, greenhouse... positive generating getting-the-fingernails-dirty work... honing in on nature that surrounds me here in the country. Have also added some pport brain chesuperior supplements to sumisty balance as I seem to be mentally sluggish with an attitude... I keep say ..."whatever" out loud to myself.

So, am I ready? Dunno what to be ready FOR... I'm working on balance mostly day to day.

Glad to be able to voice myself here even tho sometimes I'm harsh.
Self forgiveness here!

Hi: What supplements are you using....sounds like a good plan, anything that helps us get through this time is worth investigating.