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Carmen · 01-23-2009, 08:41 PM

Asteram, I hesitate to add to this thread, after your answer to Tribe of Light. I thought her post to be well thought out, and not at all a judgement of you. If we are not free to speak our mind on this forum then its not where I want to be.

I also have read the Handbooks at length and I am focusing and taking actions that further the work of creating a paradise on this earth. Even in those people who have awakened to a degree, there are many differences. Our learnings, our backgrounds are totally unique and individual.

When I write on this forum, I usually express what I have personally experienced from my knowledge base, not anything of heresay, or secondhand.

In my quest for enlightenment, I have always asked for 'truth', that was the most important criteria, practical truth. It had to be able to be used in my life, in a practical way. I realized early on the truth of the learning that everything in my world was me, or reflections of me. When I started looking at my world, with that idea in mind, my so-called enemies, or difficult people (I never thought of anyone as an enemy eventhen) I had to look again at them and see what they were reflecting to me. Of what was it that ****** me off, that I rejected in myself.

In the recognition of certain traits in myself, and of staying with the idea long enough to get an answer, I realized their innocence, and could appreciate their contribution to my growth. This wasn't a painted over rust, new agey, love your enemies experience either. It wasn't a matter of holding my breath least I explode type of thing! It was serious, on going inner enquiry.

You may cut me down in flames, and point out that this has nothing to do with your original thread, and your intention for the direction of this thread, but I beg to differ. From what I have gleaned so far from the handbooks, our focus on a new vision, a creation of paradise on earth, has much to do with rising in consciousness and going beyond duality. For me to even speak of someone as an enemy, is an indicator that I am firmly still tied to a good and bad consciousness. To have an enemy would be an anchor to 3d, and mean I still had lessons to learn.

I do hope you understand my ramble. I am not a words smith, and find it difficult at

times to express my thoughts.

Love to all

Carmen

01-23-2009, 08:41 PM	#28
Carmen Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Dec 2008 Location: New Zealand Posts: 992	Re: Hacking the Genetic Mind Asteram, I hesitate to add to this thread, after your answer to Tribe of Light. I thought her post to be well thought out, and not at all a judgement of you. If we are not free to speak our mind on this forum then its not where I want to be. I also have read the Handbooks at length and I am focusing and taking actions that further the work of creating a paradise on this earth. Even in those people who have awakened to a degree, there are many differences. Our learnings, our backgrounds are totally unique and individual. When I write on this forum, I usually express what I have personally experienced from my knowledge base, not anything of heresay, or secondhand. In my quest for enlightenment, I have always asked for 'truth', that was the most important criteria, practical truth. It had to be able to be used in my life, in a practical way. I realized early on the truth of the learning that everything in my world was me, or reflections of me. When I started looking at my world, with that idea in mind, my so-called enemies, or difficult people (I never thought of anyone as an enemy eventhen) I had to look again at them and see what they were reflecting to me. Of what was it that ****** me off, that I rejected in myself. In the recognition of certain traits in myself, and of staying with the idea long enough to get an answer, I realized their innocence, and could appreciate their contribution to my growth. This wasn't a painted over rust, new agey, love your enemies experience either. It wasn't a matter of holding my breath least I explode type of thing! It was serious, on going inner enquiry. You may cut me down in flames, and point out that this has nothing to do with your original thread, and your intention for the direction of this thread, but I beg to differ. From what I have gleaned so far from the handbooks, our focus on a new vision, a creation of paradise on earth, has much to do with rising in consciousness and going beyond duality. For me to even speak of someone as an enemy, is an indicator that I am firmly still tied to a good and bad consciousness. To have an enemy would be an anchor to 3d, and mean I still had lessons to learn. I do hope you understand my ramble. I am not a words smith, and find it difficult at times to express my thoughts. Love to all Carmen