[Carmen]

Enemies, enemies, what are enemies!!! Loving your enemies is not some softly, softly new agey thing. Its identifying what it is in you thats seeing someone as wrong or is an enemy. Follow the thread inward of your own antagonism. Until one goes deep enough into their own pschy, to dig out and look at what is there, there are no complete anwers. That surrendering and humbling process is the last thing the altered ego wants to do. It would rather run away and critisize, than stay and learn

Learning to Love unconditionally takes great courage and fortitude, of staying with what is and allowing the God within to show you where and what the lesson is. Sometimes it comes right down to "I may not survive this' type of thought, and still staying with the balrog in front of you. Of not pandering to your body"s tiredness, for instance. Many people use the excuse when they "lose it", saying "Oh, I was tired, I couldn't help myself" Bull ****. The ego will always find an excuse for bad behaviour, for rearing up and using a ferocious temper, to get its own way. All very sorry afterwards, and contrite until the next spewing of the emotions. Work work work on self, find the enemy within you first, dig that critter out, look at it squarely and kick the ******* to touch!!! Enemies exist in yourself first. FIND THEM!!!!!!!!