[giovonni]

My beautiful daily struggle, in defending myself from the hackers.
One could compare it to fighting an addiction; One day at a time.
In the past, I could chose whether to act out of love and compassion, or out of a choice of negativity? This was usually dictated by the influences and individuals, that I surrounded myself with. It was easy to switch from one to the other; Allowing myself, the luxuary and ability to feed both polarities of influecnce. Since becoming awakened, though> slowly, I have adjusted and begun to mold myself> into a new spiritual being. Practicing meditatively, to keep the outside noise and intrusions out! I still get discouraged, upset and even qiute mad at times, but have learn to adjust my mental, physiological and spiritual responses to this negative outside stimuli.
Everyday, there are new challenges and work to be done within myself. But, by realizing> there are no longer any other options> but to move forward in my quest towards self enlightened empowerment. I have finally, accepted this incarnations contract and fate; A new state of becoming! To love, even when replused, as well as embraced, is a daily vocation. and not always pleasant! But now> whenever the feedback of this euphoric love> comes> It flows swiftly through my being> like nothing> I ever could of imagine or dreamt! I am becoming human! And it is wonderful in living and beholding> what I am now about> LOVE.

Please note, I like what asterm> is puting out here, into finding a mechanism to awaken and also help de-program> other like minded ones? But, I am just one lone ground crew member dealing with my own info war. But> I'm hoping there are some indigo's out there> that might bring some insights into furthering this conceptinal endeavor. I'm sure though, the "Dark Ones" will also be interested and paying attention> as well???

giovonni