Blessings!!
Glad to hear from u. All of us have hard days-some more than others!!
It is also a special time with the energies from solstice and also from Mercury retrograde!! When that happens-it is important to stay grounded and purpously think on lovely thoughts and joyful things and think on love and things to be grateful for. This will give you energy to pull through those times!!! Dream a little(or better BIG) dream of how you would see your prefered reality!! If it is in alignment with divine creator-it will be manifested quickly(or quick-depending on how complex).
Sending Light!!