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FIIISH 10-02-2009 05:32 PM

What are you afraid of? Share your hopes and fears!
 
I am starting this thread with the intent of a healthy exchange
and discussion of some of the fears that we have in the hope
that doing so will lessen their effect on our energy.

Rather than a fear-fest, I am suggesting a candid, open
exchange of our individual fears about what we are experiencing
and where we are going. A logical progression of this discussion
could also include what hopes we are holding onto.

I think we will find that many of us have the same fears and
feel less alone.

I'll start.

I fear:
  1. That things will just keep getting worse
  2. That the ascension process and 2012 will be anti-climactic and we won't see any fundamental, lasting change
  3. That the current game will stick around for a long time to come, and I will be left holding the bag
  4. That I will decide to reinvest in this game, and have it all go to pot anyway
  5. That I will be trapped into yet another cycle of reincarnation, and won't be allowed to 'go home'
  6. That I won't be where I am supposed to be when and if things really start happening
  7. That I have already missed the boat, and am now staring at a dead end
  8. That it is too little, too late
  9. That none of this will ever be explained or make sense-my questions remaining unanswered

I think it's worth nothing that there will come a time and place where I will
be able to look at all of the things I was afraid of, and just laugh..... :lmao:

Now, what are you afraid of?

burgundia 10-02-2009 05:38 PM

Re: What are you afraid of? Share your hopes and fears!
 
I am afraid of people who are afraid....

FIIISH 10-02-2009 05:41 PM

Re: What are you afraid of? Share your hopes and fears!
 
Quote:

Originally Posted by burgundia (Post 174128)
I am afraid of people who are afraid....

:wink2:

Good, that is a start. What else?

feardia 10-02-2009 05:43 PM

Re: What are you afraid of? Share your hopes and fears!
 
I am afraid of nothing.

FIIISH 10-02-2009 05:50 PM

Re: What are you afraid of? Share your hopes and fears!
 
Quote:

Originally Posted by feardia (Post 174132)
I am afraid of nothing.


Then you, my friend, in my opinion and experience, are a rare and exceptional individual.

I believe that fear is normal in the face of challenging and daunting
circumstances. How you react to that fear, is key.

w0rm 10-02-2009 06:11 PM

Re: What are you afraid of? Share your hopes and fears!
 
Strangely enough, I don't fear anything that you have listed. But maybe that's because I have my head in the sand!

My fears are very personal, and are things I'm trying desperately to overcome in order to lead a happy life.

I fear people, I find it hard to trust, I fear their judgements. This has forced me to live a rather uneventful life thus far.
My girlfriend is always asking to go places, do things and I constantly make excuses not to. I know the reason why - I'm scared!

I don't know what has happened to cause this, I've never been a particularly outgoing individual but I've always had friends, a supportive family, etc.

However, I can feel a change coming on and I'm about to embrace it with open arms.

Quote:

Originally Posted by FIIISH (Post 174127)
I am starting this thread with the intent of a healthy exchange
and discussion of some of the fears that we have in the hope
that doing so will lessen their effect on our energy.

Rather than a fear-fest, I am suggesting a candid, open
exchange of our individual fears about what we are experiencing
and where we are going. A logical progression of this discussion
could also include what hopes we are holding onto.

I think we will find that many of us have the same fears and
feel less alone.

I'll start.

I fear:
  1. That things will just keep getting worse
  2. That the ascension process and 2012 will be anti-climactic and we won't see any fundamental, lasting change
  3. That the current game will stick around for a long time to come, and I will be left holding the bag
  4. That I will decide to reinvest in this game, and have it all go to pot anyway
  5. That I will be trapped into yet another cycle of reincarnation, and won't be allowed to 'go home'
  6. That I won't be where I am supposed to be when and if things really start happening
  7. That I have already missed the boat, and am now staring at a dead end
  8. That it is too little, too late
  9. That none of this will ever be explained or make sense-my questions remaining unanswered

I think it's worth nothing that there will come a time and place where I will
be able to look at all of the things I was afraid of, and just laugh..... :lmao:

Now, what are you afraid of?


rhythm 10-02-2009 06:18 PM

Re: What are you afraid of? Share your hopes and fears!
 
FEAR IS AN ILLUSION (seperation )


it can not thrive


if the heart is open to love and


surrender to the all that is ....trust...


feal the fear and do it enyway


push thru ..test it for yourself


there is no monster :nono:...

no basement .. rise above it :wink2:

Tango 10-02-2009 06:18 PM

Re: What are you afraid of? Share your hopes and fears!
 
I Got the Music in me....





" Ain't Got NO Trouble In My LIFE..." " I'm Never Frightened, I'm Never Worried "

" I Heat Up, I Cool Down..." " I Got words, in My head, So I say them "

" I don't let lying get me down "" Gonna take it, the way that I found it "

" I Feel Funky, I FEEL Good... Gotta tell Ya, I'm in the Neighborhood "

" Gonna fly like a Bird on the Wing, Hold on to me hand,Honey, Sing Sing Sing"

Tango

FIIISH 10-02-2009 06:46 PM

Re: What are you afraid of? Share your hopes and fears!
 
Tango,

Your take on things is never dull.

Rythym,

You are correct. Working on rising above. In the meantime,
I find that acknowledging the fear is often the first step
on the path to higher ground.

w0RM,
Quote:

I fear people, I find it hard to trust
I can relate to this. I used to be a very outgoing person, despite
an intrinsic shyness and sensitivity. After a period of prolonged
illness during which I have withdrawn from just about everything,
I am starting to put myself out there again. And boy can it be
intimidating! But there are many rewards. And I intend to continue
this journey of rediscovery of my former self and the person I am today!

Swanny 10-02-2009 06:48 PM

Re: What are you afraid of? Share your hopes and fears!
 
I'm not afraid of anything. Some things I don't like but that's different :original:
Whatever comes my way I will deal with it.

Quote:

6. That I won't be where I am supposed to be when and if things really start happening
Impossible, you will be exactly where you are supposed to be

burgundia 10-02-2009 07:07 PM

Re: What are you afraid of? Share your hopes and fears!
 
Quote:

Originally Posted by Tango (Post 174169)
Someone, go get a mod Now...

good idea...

burgundia 10-02-2009 08:41 PM

Re: What are you afraid of? Share your hopes and fears!
 
i forgot to inform the author of the thread that I am also afraid of Virginia Woolf.....:lmfao::lmfao::lmfao:

Jacqui D 10-02-2009 08:49 PM

Re: What are you afraid of? Share your hopes and fears!
 
I have no fear of anything, but sometimes i worry, when i have learnt not to worry i will be where i want to be.
Have i done this right, did i do that right.
But fearing no!

Tango 10-02-2009 09:02 PM

Re: What are you afraid of? Share your hopes and fears!
 
You did W E L L.........

bushycat 10-02-2009 09:07 PM

Re: What are you afraid of? Share your hopes and fears!
 
Quote:

Originally Posted by FIIISH (Post 174135)
Then you, my friend, are a rare and exceptional individual.

I believe that fear is normal in the face of challenging and daunting
circumstances. How you react to that fear, is key.

Fiiish,
No, fear is not normal for everyone. And it's gobbled up by the entities which promote it. One can turn around, throw open the door where such things on your list are, and shine the light in that dark closet. Anchor and many others here say over and over, "Don't dwell on what you don't want." Let's lift the veil of our amnesia and know no fear.

Love Always,
Bushycat

FIIISH 10-02-2009 09:42 PM

Intention vs reality
 
I have always found that denial works well in a crisis, but serves
as a block over the longer term.

Acknowledging things we are afraid of can open the way to healing.

I agree that one has to be careful of focus-it leads to manifestation.

There are those without fear, and those who experience it but
do not allow it to control them. I am one of the latter, and I know
in that I am not alone.

This was not intended as a debate regarding the merits of fear
or lack thereof, merely as a place to share for those inclined.

For those with constructive comments, I thank you! :original:

FIIISH 10-02-2009 10:27 PM

Look Jane, see Spot transmute
 
Ok, lets flip things around.

I hope:

1. That things will just keep getting better

2. That the ascension process and 2012 will be well worth the inconvenience
and wait and that we will see fundamental, lasting change

3. That the current game won't stick around for a long time to come,and
all of the changes I have made in preparation for the shift will pay off

4. That if I decide to reinvest in this game, it will be for the right reasons

5. That when my time is up, I have the free will choice to stay or leave

6. That I will be where I am supposed to be when at the right time

7. That I not only have a ticket, but have boarded the boat and on voyage!

8. That my contributions will combine with those of others to effect positive change.

9. All of my questions will be answered at the appropriate time

:thumb_yello:

bushycat 10-02-2009 10:56 PM

Re: What are you afraid of? Share your hopes and fears!
 
Great, Fiiish. turned them all around.

Ammit 10-02-2009 11:05 PM

Re: What are you afraid of? Share your hopes and fears!
 
I only fear me, what I can do to others, scares me to the bone.

lindabaker 10-02-2009 11:08 PM

Re: What are you afraid of? Share your hopes and fears!
 
I'm afraid for international friendship as a whole. First of all, since Wall Street mucked up as badly as we know by now, will the rest of world judge the average working American for not preventing such corruption? Will folks in other countries realize that the top of that pyramid was so high that we couldn't even see it, let alone do anything about it? That we are as angry and frustrated as the rest of the world over this? Most open hearted people around me are not even aware of the disdain and hatred, and so they go about their merry way, visiting the UK, the continent, Asia, and so forth. I'm afraid that the Americans are so very unaware of their present position in terms of attitude toward them. Anybody care to tell me I'm just paranoid?

Steven 10-02-2009 11:29 PM

Re: What are you afraid of? Share your hopes and fears!
 
Hello Fiiish.

There is two kind of fears. The first comes from something real, right in front of you, at the moment, in the now. It makes you act, it gives you adrenaline and get your butt out of the way faster then you could ever imagine. Your heart beats at 300 but you have the adrenaline to maintain it for a while. It is instinctive. This fear is a natural mechanism for survival. When extreme, you can jump 6 feet in the air. You can crush a wooden door, you can turn a car upside down. I already experienced it. It is real and very useful.

Now, about the second kind. The second kind of fear is the most common. The one we always talk about. The one that is there because we are not it the NOW. The one that is psychological and instead of making your butt to fly, it sticks you into the ground like if you were stuck into a hole of mud. Fear of something very active in our head, but not real, at least not yet. This fear keeps your focus very active, all creative energy gathering around the thought you fear to happen. Then boom... It is there.

Observe the wild animals. Fear makes them run extremely fast, in the good direction. When the danger is gone, they become calm again like if nothing had happened.

Namaste, Steven

FIIISH 10-02-2009 11:30 PM

Re: What are you afraid of? Share your hopes and fears!
 
Linda,

First, thank you for sharing.

Second,
I think your concerns are legitimate, but the damage can be undone in time.

Steven,

I agree completely. Fear can serve us, or we can serve it.

Steven 10-02-2009 11:36 PM

Re: What are you afraid of? Share your hopes and fears!
 
Quote:

Originally Posted by FIIISH (Post 174248)
Fear can serve us, or we can serve it.

:thumb_yello:

Ammit 10-02-2009 11:42 PM

Re: What are you afraid of? Share your hopes and fears!
 
Fear is something we have lived with for such a long time, fear of hunger, our families well fair, our friends, the hungry the poor, victims of natural disasters and the monetary system. The list is endless.
How will we ever forget our fears when we have lived a life of fear for so long?

FIIISH 10-03-2009 12:04 AM

Re: What are you afraid of? Share your hopes and fears!
 
Quote:

How will we ever forget our fears when we have lived a life of fear for so long?
Ammit,

Living without fear is certainly not easy. Some would say it's damn
near impossible. But I am working on it.

I can see a time when we are no longer being bombarded with
frequencies designed to keep us in a state of fear. It will be much
easier then. In the meantime, I have found it helpful to be very selective
about what I let in, particularly with the mainstream media.

Ross H 10-03-2009 12:53 AM

Re: What are you afraid of? Share your hopes and fears!
 
Good lil thread
Fear and love...thats all we experience. Yes there are many sub-groups/tenticals of these two emotions.

What helps me greatly is to remind myself that I only have control over myself/higherself/ego. Im a father of two daughters and this has taught me major lessons in energy/love, reactive respones, and what I can control...my own energy

We also must foRgive ourselves and remind ourselves that we have been DUPED.

Imagine if we were introduced,while in the womb, to all the real stuff. Who we really are, our connection to everything, without fear without the DIMM,
Deception, Illusion, manipulation, and mind control...

I truely do not fear anything like I used too. Thats what awakening has done for me, because I now realise I have been Duped. I have forgiven my self.

peace

Tango 10-03-2009 01:43 AM

Re: What are you afraid of? Share your hopes and fears!
 
I'm sorry I had to do that in front of you people... I really am...

But, we alll have to work to protect each other... He will be back or

Maybe give it to one of the other " Chickens Disobey "... May come

back under a different name... I've been staying up most nites waiting

for him... Note His tact, please.... We aware... Don't get sucked in.

I do expect more... Look for Key words... Don't let your guard down.

I'm very proud of all of you... Right now...

With love,


Tango

TruthWillSetUFree 10-03-2009 02:15 AM

Re: What are you afraid of? Share your hopes and fears!
 
Here are my fears

For my young adult children, my son a pilot in TX and my daughter who just started college in MI. I fear I will not be with them when tshtf and I fear for them.

I fear for my family and friends, you know, the ones who don't listen about what is going on. I fear for them b/c I can see them trusting the gov about taking vaccines, believing false flag terrorism, etc. They still think the gov is there to protect them.

I fear for myself b/c I hope I will be able to be the calm in the storm when all hell breaks loose, that I will be where I am supposed to be, hopefully with my kids and will be able to do what I came here for.

I fear that I am prepared enough, but like Clif High said, you can be totally prepared with enough food, water etc then be blown some miles away due to some kind of emergency situation and land in the middle of nowhere with nothing and have to start over. Maybe over-preparation is over-rated anyway.

I still get fear feelings in the pit of my stomach but I don't feel like I am fearful, so I don't know where that is coming from since it is not from listening to news or reading anything dreadful. Sometimes the feeling just comes up and then disappears. It may be that I am clearing some energy through my third chakra.

My hopes are that we come together as a global society away from government/corporate rule. Where we respect one another and allow for another's point of view without fighting and where everyone can live a abundant and happy life without a consumerism mentality.

I really don't see that happening unless the entire system breaks down, which it is doing already...destruction-creation.

chitty 10-03-2009 02:44 AM

Re: What are you afraid of? Share your hopes and fears!
 
Right on Target Tango. We didn't arrive here because we were afraid. I also request "FIIISH" be removed from this forum. Nothing personal, but I see no good with this attitude. This is not what Avalon is about.

FIIISH 10-03-2009 04:57 AM

Re: What are you afraid of? Share your hopes and fears!
 
Truth,

Thank you for your post. I truly believe that talking about these
things helps dispel the emotional charge behind them.

Tango,

Don't you think you are being a bit paranoid?

The only person who is trying to get people worked up is you.

Your theory is quite amusing to say the least. Alas, I am no one special
just trying to figure all of this out like everyone else.

I gather you enjoy targeting people and picking fights. I have seen the moderators warn you plenty of times, so perhaps you should pay more attention to your own behavior here and less to others. :nono:

Chitty,

I have never seen you on here before. Could you please tell me what offense
I have committed that is so horrible that you are calling for me to be removed? :shocked:

Talk about a negative greeting! Nevermind, for the most part everyone has
been quite kind. Moving right along. :smoke:

Anchor 10-03-2009 05:39 AM

Re: What are you afraid of? Share your hopes and fears!
 
Quote:

Originally Posted by FIIISH (Post 174135)
Then you, my friend, are a rare and exceptional individual.

Actually your in for a shock. He is not as rare as you think.

I fear nothing.

I am not afraid of death - count the potential scenarios down from there....

I am aware of what extreme pain is like. Bit of a bummer but if it happens it happens. I am aware of what hunger is like and how my body reacts. Again this one is a bigger bummer but if it happens it happens.

With each passing day I am more sure that we are more than our flesh suits and if we need to remove them, it is not the end of us.

Fear is poison. Fear is the mind killer....

Fear is the substance from which the chains that bind you to the matrix are formed.

A..

Anchor 10-03-2009 06:01 AM

Re: What are you afraid of? Share your hopes and fears!
 
Quote:

Originally Posted by Tango (Post 174276)
I'm sorry I had to do that in front of you people... I really am...

But, we alll have to work to protect each other... He will be back or

Maybe give it to one of the other " Chickens Disobey "... May come

back under a different name... I've been staying up most nites waiting

for him... Note His tact, please.... We aware... Don't get sucked in.

I do expect more... Look for Key words... Don't let your guard down.

I'm very proud of all of you... Right now...

With love,


Tango


Tango,

We are not dumb creatures in need of protection. This forum has survived *REAL* and possibly "sponsored" attacks in the past and it did it all by itself with the powers and behaviors of the combined current membership.

I know for a fact that your heart is firmly in the right place but you keep crossing lines of attack. I don't know why you don't ever seem to understand that. You always violate the rule - no personal attacks - stop it.

I am going to ask you here and now, once again, please take a step back. Every time you think you need to attack someone - even if you think they are lizard minions of Lucifer himself, step back and don't post.

Trust us, trust the members of this forum. We are stronger than you think!

I am sorry to say that I have deleted a number of your posts above. That moderator decision can be reviewed (and if necessary reversed) by other members of the moderator team.

A..


-- "Put your sword back into its place; for all those who take up the sword shall perish by the sword.

Anchor 10-03-2009 06:21 AM

Re: What are you afraid of? Share your hopes and fears!
 
Quote:

Originally Posted by FIIISH (Post 174317)
Chitty,

I have never seen you on here before. Could you please tell me what offense
I have committed that is so horrible that you are calling for me to be removed? :shocked:

I'd like to know this too.

A..

mudra 10-03-2009 06:35 AM

Re: What are you afraid of? Share your hopes and fears!
 
Fears are like clouds in the sky obscuring Light and sunshine.
Concentrating on them is missing the point.
It's like looking for an answer without while the truth at all times lies within you.
In the core of your being , within who you really are , there is no room for fear or anger.

Love Always
mudra

burgundia 10-03-2009 08:15 AM

Re: What are you afraid of? Share your hopes and fears!
 
Quote:

Originally Posted by chitty (Post 174287)
right on target tango. We didn't arrive here because we were afraid. This is not what avalon is about.

i second that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mudra 10-03-2009 09:36 AM

Re: What are you afraid of? Share your hopes and fears!
 
Quote:

Originally Posted by FIIISH (Post 174127)
I fear:
  1. That things will just keep getting worse
  2. That the ascension process and 2012 will be anti-climactic and we won't see any fundamental, lasting change
  3. That the current game will stick around for a long time to come, and I will be left holding the bag
  4. That I will decide to reinvest in this game, and have it all go to pot anyway
  5. That I will be trapped into yet another cycle of reincarnation, and won't be allowed to 'go home'
  6. That I won't be where I am supposed to be when and if things really start happening
  7. That I have already missed the boat, and am now staring at a dead end
  8. That it is too little, too late
  9. That none of this will ever be explained or make sense-my questions remaining unanswered

I think no one here acknowledged the fact that you have those fears Fiiish.
I understand you carry them, they are your burden .
They are very real to YOU.

I want to say " do not look ahead in fear but rather around you in awareness ".
Every moment is a gift aptly named the " present " .
Believe that Life is worth living and your belief will help create the fact.
Fear can be transmuted into Love at which moment you'll know that you are exactly
in the right place doing the right thing and peace will follow always.

Love Always
mudra

Steven 10-03-2009 01:03 PM

Re: What are you afraid of? Share your hopes and fears!
 
Fiiish, no worry dear. You are a blessing for all of us here. If some people ask mods to ban you form Avalon. Be sure many, many people here do not agree with it.

Now, if you people do not like the thread, don't feed it. If you do want to treat someone with lack of respect, send him a PM. No need to make a show out of it, we have plenty of that nonsense on TV.

Fiiish is not asking to focus on fear. I do not agree with this kind of thread either, but I can live with it without the need to cross the line of respect.

There is no reason to lack respect like this, it is overreacting. Paranoia is also the thought that crosses my mind. You are asking to shut him up! Is it not exactly what we are all against? Segregation because you do not agree? Inviting him to the exit door? What if you were being treated this way, being new to the site. The way you treat someone will be the way you will be treated. Universal Laws are always at work. Acting like a savior is not what we need, we are all responsible, if not, the savior consciousness will simply worsen the case...

Some people have already forget we are guessed here. You can disagree with someone, but try to explain why with decent manner instead of calling 'Ban' to the mods. It is immature. Show us all that we can be mature, responsible, real loving brothers and sisters for humanity.

We are light, all of us, Namaste, Steven

Moxie 10-03-2009 01:26 PM

Re: What are you afraid of? Share your hopes and fears!
 
It is the ultimate in self delusion to profess that you do not ever fear.
Fear is not something to be ashamed of. It is a 'new age' meme to profess yourself unfearful of anything and posses only love.

chitty 10-03-2009 01:32 PM

Re: What are you afraid of? Share your hopes and fears!
 
Quote:

Originally Posted by Anchor (Post 174327)
Actually your in for a shock. He is not as rare as you think.

I fear nothing.

I am not afraid of death - count the potential scenarios down from there....

I am aware of what extreme pain is like. Bit of a bummer but if it happens it happens. I am aware of what hunger is like and how my body reacts. Again this one is a bigger bummer buTt if it happens it happens.

With each passing day I am more sure that we are more than our flesh suits and if we need to remove them, it is not the end of us.

Fear is poison. Fear is the mind killer....

Fear is the substance from which the chains that bind you to the matrix are formed.

A..

Thank you Anchor:thumb_yello: We are all in this together.:wub2:

Steven 10-03-2009 01:47 PM

Re: What are you afraid of? Share your hopes and fears!
 
Quote:

Originally Posted by Moxie (Post 174391)
It is the ultimate in self delusion to profess that you do not ever fear.
Fear is not something to be ashamed of. It is a 'new age' meme to profess yourself unfearful of anything and posses only love.

:thumb_yello:

The psychological fear which comes because we are not in the moment, but rather worrying about something in our mind is in the Ego, not in the Higher self. If someone do not experience this fear anymore under any circumstances, it means the Ego has completely stepped aside and the higher Self has taken all the place. It is a journey.

Namaste, Steven


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